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Sorry I know this forum isn't for personal things but I don't have anyone else. I can't live like this anymore. They want me to stay for the rest of my life.

My mom and dad keep telling me that my 70 year old dad will die of stress because of me. I just want to leave. I'm so upset.

And they say stuff like that if I leave I'll be r*ped and murdered just because I'm a girl. I know they want to keep me safe but I just can't do it anymore.

I don't want to go to school or get a job and I keep asking them to kick me out or let me leave. Because I'm too apathetic to care about any of that! And if I get a dose of reality I might actually want to improve myself and work hard for once in my life.

Life is so completely unfair and I'm too afraid to leave. What if they report me missing and have me dragged back home in a squad car?? Or what if my father really does have a heart attack??