hello everyone! so i finally decided to release my utau original! yay!
~about the song~
in 2015, i had a pretty tough year in high school. someone who i once thought was one of my best friends completely turned on me and made my life a living hell. i was bullied, and generally things just weren't going my way. so, to finally move on, i wrote this song!
~lyrics~
Sitting by the window,
Waiting, desperate to go home.
I had a sinking feeling,
This year would go all wrong.
The silence was my solace,
Lunchtimes were my lifeline.
And music’s what I clung to,
In those troubled times.
Dear universe, what did I do,
To deserve a year so blue?
Whatever it was,
I didn’t mean it oh la~.
Dear universe, now the year’s through,
Please give me a small clue,
Dear universe please answer me,
You didn’t mean it, you wouldn’t.
Was drowning in an ocean,
Of trying to take it on the chin.
She pushed my head beneath the waves,
‘til my head began to spin.
Could this have been my karma,
For starting petty drama?
Maybe I’m reaching a bit,
But could it have been trauma?
Dear universe, what did I do,
To deserve a year so blue?
Whatever it was,
I didn’t mean it oh la~.
Dear universe, now the year’s through,
Please give me a small clue,
Dear universe please answer me,
You didn’t mean it, you wouldn’t.
I know I’m crying to a wall,
The universe doesn’t talk.
But still I will sing,
‘til my throat is raw.
Dear universe, what did I do,
To deserve a year so blue?
Whatever it was,
I didn’t mean it oh la~.
Dear universe, now the year’s through,
Please give me a small clue,
Dear universe please answer me,
You didn’t mean it, you wouldn’t.
~about the song~
in 2015, i had a pretty tough year in high school. someone who i once thought was one of my best friends completely turned on me and made my life a living hell. i was bullied, and generally things just weren't going my way. so, to finally move on, i wrote this song!
~lyrics~
Sitting by the window,
Waiting, desperate to go home.
I had a sinking feeling,
This year would go all wrong.
The silence was my solace,
Lunchtimes were my lifeline.
And music’s what I clung to,
In those troubled times.
Dear universe, what did I do,
To deserve a year so blue?
Whatever it was,
I didn’t mean it oh la~.
Dear universe, now the year’s through,
Please give me a small clue,
Dear universe please answer me,
You didn’t mean it, you wouldn’t.
Was drowning in an ocean,
Of trying to take it on the chin.
She pushed my head beneath the waves,
‘til my head began to spin.
Could this have been my karma,
For starting petty drama?
Maybe I’m reaching a bit,
But could it have been trauma?
Dear universe, what did I do,
To deserve a year so blue?
Whatever it was,
I didn’t mean it oh la~.
Dear universe, now the year’s through,
Please give me a small clue,
Dear universe please answer me,
You didn’t mean it, you wouldn’t.
I know I’m crying to a wall,
The universe doesn’t talk.
But still I will sing,
‘til my throat is raw.
Dear universe, what did I do,
To deserve a year so blue?
Whatever it was,
I didn’t mean it oh la~.
Dear universe, now the year’s through,
Please give me a small clue,
Dear universe please answer me,
You didn’t mean it, you wouldn’t.
